Rants N Raves

Praying for time and everything else...

2008-06-26T09:11:00.002-07:00

Props to GM... just saw his killer show the other night and this is the song so many people haven't heard and it was always one of my faves. He sings it differently now, but it still makes me cry. I cried when he sang it on American Idol! Cripes!
Give love to one another... always give love
It's interesting how this song is coming back popular when we're in the middle of another Bush mess. Time to pray for change...

No, No! Don't Get Me Mercury Robot!

2008-06-19T15:01:00.002-07:00

Do you ever feel like this?

Sound Healing

2008-06-18T14:56:00.002-07:00

It may burn out your retinas, but you'll feel damn good inside. I feel like this today as Mercury plans its movement direct. Wow, what a crazy mercury retrograde. I thought May had its challenges :| yikes. Well, next month is July and dammit, that is the "7" month - the magical number. I'm banking on July (and the rest of the summer & into fall) being PRETTY DARN MAGICAL. I pray, I pray, I pray to the heavenly bodies above. Dear God, let July mark a new age and consciousness for all of us... tune in, turn on and turn it up!

You gotta hurry up now...

2008-06-01T16:04:00.002-07:00

You know who you are... dats right. I'm ~~psycho~~ psychic like that. I know your ruling planet is retrograde, but I can't wait much longer.

Why Couldn't You See?

2008-04-18T10:35:00.003-07:00

Your picture sets there... staring at me. Analyzing me... picking me apart. You look at me like you can see right through me. But if you could see right through me, how come you couldn't see that there's nothing to fear? You're looking down at me in your power position, eyes burning a hole into me. If you can see right through me, how come you couldn't see me? You're looking at me contemplating your move. You made it and now you look right past me. Before you could see right through me and now you don't see me at all. Your picture sets there, just mocking me... judging me... failing to see and fearing all of YOU that's seen in me.

What You Do With What You've Got

2008-04-16T08:51:00.001-07:00

http://www.ted.com/talks/view/id/109

Wii-tarded

2008-02-04T18:40:00.000-07:00

OMG... If you know me, you know I've probably never watched more than 30 seconds of a football game - maybe to catch a good butt shot in tights, but that's pretty much been it. OK, so get this. I watched the entire Super Bowl yesterday at my friend's party and can officially call myself a football fan!!!!! I know, I know - that sounds crazy, right? Well, it's true. That was the best game ever!!! My friend is a huge NY fan, so it was an exciting night! Wow... wow... wow. I get the game, now too, which has been a long time coming, let me tell you. I never got into it enough to know what the hell was going on, but now I kinda get it and am happy that the underdog won! Go NY!!!!!!

Then we played Wii. I'm hooked!!!! JEEZUS... How much friggin' fun is this game... have you played it? The bowling is really fun and LOVE LOVE LOVE the baseball game. It's hard to hit a home run, but it IS SO ADDICTING!!!!!!!!! Thanks for another fun party, guys... I am not only a football fan now, but a Wii-tard. Can't wait for more Wii parties!!!!!!!!!

Oh, it's February!

2008-02-01T00:02:00.000-07:00

Aaaawwwwwweeeee the month for lovers... and golf and football and f-ing traffic everywhere! Makes me kinda want to puke, actually. lol

So I get this e-mail from an old friend who ran into an even older friend and OMG!!!!! So, I'm feeling a little nostalgic... Dude, you have to call me... I laughed my ass off when I thought about that 8th grade dance! And your video production thingy with the baking soda!!!!!!! Or was it baby powder?!!!!!!!! HAAAAAAAAAA! Holy crap, it's been so long... I hope you're doing well. I hope we can reconnect... ! I'm sending out the wave length... the vibe... the juju... lol
This one's for you!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2008-01-31T11:01:00.000-07:00

2008-01-30T11:04:00.000-07:00

We'll all float on OK

2008-01-29T10:52:00.000-07:00

Totally how I feel today...

2008-01-28T09:56:00.000-07:00

So, I was up at 4 AM like a jack in the box. Can't sleep from the chinese water torture in my head. Drip, drip, drip. So I lie there thinking. My cat is purring and rubbing his sleepy tuna breath lips on my hand... and I'm still thinking. Thinking about life... thinking that mercury goes retrograde today and gearing up (in my head) for it, so I'm making my list in my head of what I need to do. Meanwhile, I'm still staring at my ceiling fan, hoping that my brain will want to sleep for a few more hours. Nope. So, I'm checking things off my list in my head, petting my kitty and then I made (what seems to be) the biggest mistake of my life. I sent a message very early to someone, because I wasn't thinking. Or maybe I was thinking too much. The fact is, I did it and then it totally blew up on me... now this person thinks I'm horrible and just wants to be left alone. OK. I will leave you alone.

I'm having trouble today. I'm second-guessing myself and I shouldn't be. Does anybody in my life really get me? Does anybody really know the kind of person that I am? Do they know that I would never double-cross someone... that I would never consciously or intentionally hurt someone. Does anybody really know how much love I carry with me on a day to day basis? Does anybody share that kind of feeling with me? I just want good things for people... even strangers. I want the very best for everyone, because if the majority of the people in the world feel good, then you keep feeling good & it spirals. I love you, don't you see that? I love, I trust, I believe and I'm strong. I stand on my own two feet and am proud of that. For so long, I let others sway me in my decision making process and for once in my life I feel good enough about myself to really shine bright and take charge of my life. That is a good thing, don't you think? Why can't some people see my truth and understand my love? Why is it so hard to SEE? To see with not only your eyes, but with your heart and your gut and your soul. I guess sometimes it's too scary to go there, so we make up things to get us mad at others so it's easier to cast the scariness aside & not face it.

Well, if anyone knows me... they know that I will say it's time to FACE IT. Especially this year. If you don't change negative things in your life, look at yourself in the mirror and face yourself THIS YEAR (being a 1 year), then you might be facing the same crap throughout the rest of the 9-year cycle. The 1-year is about change and transformation... abrupt change and heavy transformation... I'm not psychic, I'm not a mind reader... it's all in the vibration of the numbers. It's scientific. So, even if this doesn't resonate at all with you, think about my words. You've already read them, so they're in your consciousness - now take action. Take baby steps. Know that there are people with REAL love out there who get it and who will love you thru your transformation.

For my friend Terry, who is also on a mercury retrograde roller coaster & the rest of you who need to shift your thought - think of 1 thing good in every day. Think of something magical about yourself & about the people surrounding you. See them for who they are, not what you THINK they are or should be in this Mad World... Circles are beautiful shapes, but they become ugly when you run in them and don't know how to get out. Shift your thought and you will get out.

Pilgrim

2008-01-26T03:41:00.001-07:00

Shout Out...

2008-01-21T18:12:00.001-07:00

...to Dr. MLK today. Thank you for all you have given us... may we live out your dream and continue to bring peace & love to one another. May we set aside differences, egos and the past and move forward with eyes and hearts open. May we love every person for their great contributions and cast aside judgments and protective walls that "keep us safe". May we always know there is love instead of hate, there is good instead of evil & that we have a choice in which side we pick... may we all live with passion in our hearts & love coursing thru our veins. Love, love, love is ALL we need. I love you.

2008-01-10T18:26:00.000-07:00

Damn...

2008-01-09T14:26:00.000-07:00

this girl can bust a note

Eminem

2008-01-07T09:52:00.000-07:00

I'm kinda feeling this...

:) Grazie mille...

2008-01-06T13:44:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday, Dave!

2008-01-05T12:10:00.000-07:00

Self explanatory for the people that I love... BUT this post might help in winning all you mo fo's money at the poker game tonight. When I clean up, I will buy each one of you a green dress - but not a real green dress, that's cruel.

Give the same to me...

2008-01-04T15:00:00.000-07:00

JibJab fun

2008-01-03T14:20:00.000-07:00

OMG!! I'm having WAY too much fun with these... Here are some of my crazy friends. I live for this shit! LOL

Don't send a lame Holiday eCard. Try JibJab Sendables!

Eeeeeintoooo the Mystiiic...

2008-01-02T16:26:00.000-07:00

No reason behind including this song... just kinda how I'm feeling today, I guess. This is fun. Giving a song to the day and a look into my frame of mind. Oh who really cares anyway? Well, if you do... this one's for you.

I feel an idea coming on. Somebody STOP me :)

Jai guru deva, om

2008-01-01T13:31:00.000-07:00

Only the the highest mind, the brightest and the most competent are able to figure out how to free up immobilized energy and redistribute it for everyone's benefit. I am going to be as conscious of this as possible this year and do my best with the love and energies surrounding me. I want to help others raise their competencies, not just fix problems. My thoughts must be of the highest caliber. I will not waste time in fearful, negative situations. I will only surround myself with hungry, giving, love-filled and joyous humans who want the same out of life and not spend an excess of time around others who live in the opposite.

I am leaving behind a smaller world view at this time... in this new year.

I will use my innate intelligence and remember that every connect has huge and sometimes hidden evolutionary potential.

Every time I see the sparkle of love and God in someone's eyes, I will know I am projecting just that... and I will know that I am on the correct path.

Happy New Year! Be kind to one another in this "one" year and be brave to feel passion like you've never felt before, because THIS is what will change your mind forever... Passion is what will drive you to do scary-ass shit! Do it... and feel it. Before long, you will KNOW it and then wammo - you turn around one day and realize... MAN, life is GOOD! Keep on keeping on... this year is the "one" for massive change & passionate creation. Get ready...

Weee!

I believe...

2007-12-31T16:00:00.000-07:00

I pray the New Year brings love, joy, hope and prosperity to all.

Oh Brother...

2007-12-27T11:37:00.000-07:00

I wish we could go back to that place where we felt like we knew each other. But then I'd be in a place where I didn't know myself and I'd have to do this hard work all over again. I just wish you knew me. I wish you knew you. I pray that someday you will understand.